My therapist told me that i am handling things well considering my current situation.
It could just be that it's that time of the month again, or I could just be lying to myself.
I starting thinking about everyone today.. and I started to worry.
Someone sat me down and told me something today that I'm not going to be ok with until a doctor tells me otherwise. God, I hope she goes to see her doctor soon. My mental state can't take much more right now. I really can't loose her. She means too much to me.



I'm too restless to sleep right now. It's friday night.. er.. saturday now.. and all i have done is watch mike play monopoly. tonight was an epic failure. I should have just gone home at 11 like i usually do. Whatever.

maybe i will try to sleep. I have another long day tomorrow.

Current Mood: restless