I have been rather quiet these past few days. I have been rather contemplative about everything going on. trying to make sense of it all. my motto has always been "everything happens for a reason." I would really like to know the reason this time.
These days the motto seems to be.. "well.. now we know."

The other day my therapist reminded me of something I had written years ago. It is a list of things I want in someone. I am going to spend some time and update it and actually reference it from time to time. i am going to use it so that next time i meet someone that I think would be potential life-mate, I can reference it.
Everyone should make a list like this. It doesnt have to be all in depth.. if only just the basics really.
1. They can't be CRAZY
2. They can't have the herp
3. They must be self supporting
.. and so on...


I dunno. I've just been thinking about what is is I want out of life. I want first and foremost to stay clean off the crack. .. lol.. you think I'm kidding..
After that, i want to be on my ownand in my own place. Experience life as a poor single woman. I want to try new things, new people and new ideas. But not any crazy people.. crazy people BAAD!
I'm still weighing out the pros and cons of renting a room. But if I want to move out ASAP, who am i going to move out with?

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